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DistressedDavid; he still owes me £60. Told me last week he can pay it back on Tuesday (25th). Bear in mind he's owed this money to me for, oh I don't know... 3 months or so? Anyway, I hear nothing. During the whole time he's owed me, he's been continuously saying "Yeah, I'll get that money to you this day" or "You'll get it that day". Never happened. So, I call him Wednesday (26th), asking if it'd be possible to get any of it, and why he didn't even bother calling me Tuesday saying he can't get the money to me. He fucking started switching off, yelling that he'd call me when he gets it. I tried to say it would've been okay if he'd called me and said he can't pay me back yet, but he interrupted, yelling again that I'm not listening. Then he went on shouting how I saw him earlier and saw how pissed off he was; I didn't, he said nothing to me earlier, he didn't act upset or anything. I tried saying it's okay, but I'd really need to money as soon as possible, and what did he do? Yelled (again!) that I'm not listening and slammed the phone down.
I just... fucking hell, it really upset me. He's been completely ignoring me ever since. -sigh- /:end rant 1
Yet another rant about Space. It's the same old, but I have to vent out. He's been acting even weirder recently, and what's worse, making endless jokes and remarks of the sexual nature to me. And recently I've found everything he says annoys me. Especially if we're walking through town/on High Street and he sees ie. a preacher. We'd walk past, and about 5-8 metres away he says (a little loud, but not too loud) something like "Mary was raped". Or if someone pushes past us, he waits until they're a good way away before saying (loud-ish, again) "Some people have no manners" or "Don't you just hate it how rude people are, pushing past". Seriously; if you're gonna say something like that, say it to their fucking face. Annoyes the crap out of me. And the hugs. The fucking hugs. I'm sorry to say, but that guy doesn't fucking wash often enough. His hair's greasy, and his clothes smell. And his room, fuck's sakes. I try my best not to go in there, because as soon as the door opens the air hits you in the face and makes you fall backwards. -takes a deep breath- I know this all sounds really horrible, but... yeah. Thing is, if I say anything to him... it's gonna break him. And I'm not the sort of person who'd do that. I'm a bitch for saying all that behind his back, but it's the only way to get it off my chest. /:end rant 2
Right. Someone verbally attacked me, accusing me of something I wouldn't do and without any proof as such. I don't quite understand why they did it, it was completely out of the blue. It's put a dampener on the past couple of days; I'd just really like to know where they got the idea from. And if you're reading this, as I think you are... please, just... explain? Over msn, or messaging here, I don't care. I want to solve this. /:end rant 3
Hmmhmm. I wish I had someone I could talk to about anything. I need to talk about something that's making me happy, and sad at the same time. But I haven't got anyone. Space, fuck no; he'd get really narky and upset and fucking everything else. There isn't anyone else here who I feel I could tell things. And anyone outside the YMCA... they'd get upset too. I can't even post about it here, because it's a little delicate matter. T__T So this rant is just about... well, I don't know. Lawls. Just... nyaaaaaaheuiorosjdkruy57o4wirjlfh.ae/lhiel. /:end rant 4
Wow. Alot of ranting. I love it. xDDD And Stue, I hope that's entertaining enough for yah
LOLOL.Other than that... apartment/job hunt and everything to do with Finland... is not going anywhere. -sigh- I have 4 weeks left. And I don't think that's enough time. But I've set myself that deadline, and hell I'm gonna stick with it. It's just making me apprehensive. It's such a huge thing, after all.
Sunday should cheer me up.
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