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ContentLots of things to type up, and ohsolittletime before it all falls away.
I had a bad phonecall friday morning... it was from my mom. My brother was involved in a car accident at 3am friday morning. He and two of his mates were cruising (somewhere in Hertfordshire -rolls eyes-) in a BMW. They were going uphill, I'm guessing 40-50mph, when the accelerator jammed. They swerved and bashed through some trees before a big one stopped them. They were all taken to hospital.
Luckily my brother's back home now, he didn't break anything, just got battered really badly. Thing is.... 20 minutes earlier they were going at 130mph. Needless to say what would remain of my brother and his mates had the accelerator got stuck then.
... he's in for some shouting and battering from my end when I see him. What the FUCK were they doing driving at 130mph in the first place? ... ... ... Face? -points at own face- Not happy.
-cough-
So. Next. I broke up with Tom, finally.
We had a long talk wednesday/thursday evenings. It... wasn't easy. Well, not as easy as I thought it'd be. But I got to say what I needed to. I haven't seen him for two days so I'm not sure how he's coping. Made me think about myself alot though. Guess it's good. ... and not at the same time. I don't want to think about it all.. I'm aware I'm running away yet again. But that's my decision. So don't say a word (you know who you are).
I've... been making plans to move back to Finland. I'm sorry to say that I'm sick of England, but it's the truth.
The whole system here, well... blows, big time. Nothing's done on time (goverment wise), the system really does suck. It's slow, it rips you off, and dumps nasties on you afterwards. I've been well and truly fucked over, and I'm sick. Of. It.
I broke down in tears the other night when I was leafing through some booklets I picked up before Christmas at the Finnish Church in London. And just... seeing everything (lotsa photos ^3^) and reading about it all just took me back. And fuck do I miss it. If I had enough money I'd be back there tomorrow. -deep sigh-
I'm trying to get in touch with my dad, first thing. My mom made plans to visit Finland in May, but she hurt her arm and hasn't been to work at all this week, so she cannot afford the tickets now. But my dad could buy return flights for me and my brother, and I could buy my mom's ticket with my DLA. That'd then make it a little easier for me to start organising the whole move-thing. I have to talk to my cousin Matti as well (bloody hell, he's an old fart now, turned 32 wednesday xD); last time I was in Finland and saw him he said he'd help me whenever I decide to come back. With my english skills it shouldn't be too hard to cope.. I mean, I'll have to first study, but it's all looking quite... good. -smile-
So yeah. Next year, hopefully, I'll be back home.
... Shit I'm getting teary again.
.... yeah, I think that's all the things I wanted to say. (:
Stay good, kids.
x
Devious Comments
Im sorry your brother got in that crash. Thats really unfortunute. Good thing he turned out ok.
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